Blurb:
In the ruins of Caswell, Maine, Carter Bennett learned the truth of what had been right in front of him the entire time. And then it—he—was gone.
Desperate for answers, Carter takes to the road, leaving family and the safety of his pack behind, all in the name of a man he only knows as a feral wolf. But therein lies the danger: wolves are pack animals, and the longer Carter is on his own, the more his mind slips toward the endless void of Omega insanity.
But he pushes on, following the trail left by Gavin.
Gavin, the son of Robert Livingstone. The half-brother of Gordo Livingstone.
What Carter finds will change the course of the wolves forever. Because Gavin’s history with the Bennett pack goes back further than anyone knows, a secret kept hidden by Carter’s father, Thomas Bennett.
And with this knowledge comes a price: the sins of the fathers now rest upon the shoulders of their sons.
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Published:
October 13, 2020
BOATK Books
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Stupid Carter…
Readers, I am not an especially gifted reviewer. I read books and I either love them or not, and I write down how they made me feel. It’s my way. With that, even if I had the vocabulary to adequately explain what Brothersong made me feel, what it was to me, I’m not sure I could do it.
As with the other books in the series, there are things that happen, both good and bad, that just can’t be spoiled. It’s wrong to do so, so me telling you how I feel should be easier. It’s not. It’s hard to explain how many times my heart beat out of my chest. It’s impossible to really explain what I was feeling when I was bawling. I mean, what do I do? Do I keep a tally every time I cry or something? Just know that it hurt. But it’s also very hard to explain all the laughing I did, all the smiling and cheering. Just know that it happened a lot… eventually.
There are many moments during this book where I had to take a breath. A deep breath. I was so very lonely. It’s hard to read an ARC of a book like this one. While you read it you feel the need to discuss. Like, really discuss what the heck is going on because the feelings are so visceral, so real, that you need an outlet. THANKFULLY, I have a dear friend from another blog who was also reading along at the same time I was. I gotta tell you though, I was faster than she was and so while I could chat here and there, it was so hard because I was finished a day before she was and OMG did I want to talk about it.
There is a moment deep into the book where I wanted to call my friends and get all giddy with excitement because I know that when they get to this part where Jessie is so like Willow, it was the most awesome thing ever. And yes, only Buffy fans will understand that but my dudes, it was epic shit. Tj is so good at writing badass women in this pack. And seriously… Team Human for the win. That includes the people of Green Creek. Those humans. Talk about taking your breath away. What an amazing group of people. I want to live in a town filled with these people. They’re so special and will always hold a place in my heart.
There were moments when I cursed Thomas because of the countless mistakes he made. And then pages later I was praising him for the beauty in his soul. There were times, many of the actually, when I could not get enough of Elizabeth because she is wise beyond her age. She’s such a strong woman, wolf, mother, guide. Elizabeth lays down some serious truths throughout the book that are HUZZAH worthy. I want Elizabeth to be my mom.
So many times, I cheered for Gavin for the strength he had. No matter how scary the choices were before him, he dug in and did the right thing not just for Carter or the pack, but for himself. He’s so strong and I don’t think he understood his own strength, or his worth, for a really long time.
There were times when I could not believe what I was reading because it was some trippy shit happening and yet it was so beautiful I cried continuously. I had huge tears running down my face for pages and pages at a time because of the sacrifice for the sake of packpackpack. Kleenex was always in my had for those pages so I could see.
If readers have paid very close attention to the happenings of all the pack over the previous books, and even in this one, the climatic events that lead to the pack and their HEA are not surprising. They’re actually expected. But that does not take away from watching them really unfold. When things start to come to that point of no return, I felt like I knew what would happen… and I did to an extent. It didn’t matter though. It didn’t make it easier. It didn’t make it less beautiful and wonderful.
The Bennet pack has made many sacrifices. The sins of the fathers and all that. Yes, plural. But it’s not just the fathers. There is so much that they have to contend with, and Carter and Gavin have so much to deal with to get to the end. But all of those sacrifices do pay off, and they pay off beautifully.
I want to say this book was perfect, but it was not. I’m not sure there is a book out there that is. It won’t be for everyone, but it was totally for me. At times I wanted more time with just Carter and Gavin, but then I remembered their love story really started in another book altogether. It’s not Gavin’s fault Carter was Stupid Carter for so long. And I loved the way the story has to build up from this dark and sad beginning because it’s not a happy time at all. I mean, remember where we left off in Heartsong. I love that it was also not just about Carter and Gavin… as with all the books, this is a story about a pack, a family. All of them play a huge part in the overall ending of the story, so I’m really glad they all get good page time. It was important for me to see everyone there, present and accounted for, doing their part. I would be remiss if I also did not mention that I believe, had it not been for the bond between Carter and Kelly, our wonderful Carter would not have made it. The bond between these two brothers is like no other, and that’s so clearly shown here. I mean, it’s called Brothersong for a reason. It’s enjoyable and beautiful and I loved every minute of my heart breaking and being made whole again.
So, in closing… to Tj if he ever reads this… Thank you. There are books that you read and they stick with you throughout your life. Sometimes it is not just one book, but a series. You can read a series that evolves into more than you ever thought possible, thus sticking to you in a way you can’t even explain. You’re given this gift of a story that lasts years. It’s a series about a family that goes through more than any other family, or person, should have to go through in their lives to find a happy ending. You’re given this gift of a family that becomes part of you and your family. You feel it down to your bones that these people, these wolves, they’d be your family if you could choose them for real. So every joy, every triumph, every happiness they feel, you feel too. But along with that, every trial, every sadness, every loss… you feel that down to your bones right along with them. Reading this series hurts so good. It hurts but it also heals. It’s a journey I’ve taken that I’ll never forget. I’m forever grateful that I was able to read these books and be a part of this family in my own way. This gift… and it is a gift, it’s one of the best blessings I can think of. At the core of the Bennet Pack is love. So much love. Thank you for showing me and the world this love.
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Recommended.
~kristie